Photo: file:///C:/Users/laptop/Desktop/jesusfeedsmysoul-c-s-lewis.htm | Today has brought a new realization. Inspiration comes in so many wonderful forms. You can't force it. The feeling of inspiration after four long months of writers block is the most freeing and incredible feeling I have ever had. This past week I have started to see why I started writing in the first place. It was the little things that happened in the past week that gave me the inspiration. I can't pin down the exact moment. It might have been listening to a guy play his guitar for an audience of five at two in the morning. Or wandering around London for the second time and catching a glimpse of its charm and beauty. Or it could have been going to a class that forces me to write poems and makes me step out of my comfort zone. It might have been going to a church last night where the people welcomed me in and treated me as if they had known me my whole life. This place is starting to feel like home. In the past week I have learned that I can't run away from my problems. I can't run away from anything. I can only run towards something that is bigger than myself and bigger than this world. I just have to keep running towards God. All of this inspiration has come from Him. It's the most incredible feeling knowing that God will provide; all I have to do is be patient. |